Suffering..

Strong outside, suffering inside.. Yeah, that's me.. I'm suffering now.. Aihh.. I can't tell anybody about my feeling coz it will hurt someone.. It can be a misfortune to someone and so do I.. Whereas, that someone comes and goes like wind.. It's happen since last month.. I ever try to be courageous to accept the truth and decided to say goodbye to that person.. Even it's the hardest part.. I didn't want to make it confuse and sad, he's my closest friend.. Kind, care, funny, that he is.. If one of us will be hurt at last, let me to be sacrifice.. Wish him to get his happiness with other person.. But there's something happen between them, he come to me & told me yesterday.. That time, I can accept and forget anthing.. I just heard wat he said last nite and It's remind me again.. Really it's hard to say goodbye to someone.. I just miss that time, if i could turn back the time..

Dizzy..

Aihh.. I don't know wat happen today.. Feel dizzy, can't concern..

Wat A Frustated Day..

Today really a frustuated day ever.. This afternoon, my agent called my mother.. He told that I can't get my ielts test on this Saturday because of he's late to apply me to ielts registration.. It's make me feel depression, confused and angry.. They told me to take ielts test on 24th October.. I afraid that my university don't want to accept it coz it'll intake on 16th November.. Whereas, I will get my ielts result on 6th November.. So, I asked my agent to take placement test first.. If I cant pass it, I will get my ielts test on November, so that the other way.. I must pass the placement test..

At least, I feel more better than yesterday.. =D

Today I feel more better.. Not feel lonely, coz my parent no going out.. Accompany me at home.. I just study my ielts.. This saturday, I will get my ielts test already.. It's really make tense.. Haha.. I must be optimic, must think that I can pass it.. Go go go..!!! Keep move on..!!! Haha.. =)

Not In Mood..

Today, I hav no mood to do something.. Feel sleepy, sad.. Thinking someting that has been happened in the past.. Feel tired, wanna stop this all.. Moreover, it's raining heavily from afternoon till night..

My classmate ask me for go to bataksua for 3 days 2 nights.. They persuade me to go.. I'll go from 20th to 22nd.. Actually, I also need some fresh air and refresh my mind.. Can't wait to go there already, hope it would be fun.. So excited already.. Haha.. =D

Campur aduk.. X=

Nano nano, this is about I feel right now.. Sad, tense, worry, a lil bit excited.. Too much thinks for this month.. I feel that everything I did was wrong.. If I just turn back the time, this is what i want about.. Sometimes feel lonely & sad, want somebody to accompany me.. I really need fresh air, refreshing.. Uihh.. =.="

Wat I excited about is my friend (Wewe) will come back to medan from KL at September.. He just told me this evening.. Hhe.. I'm very happy..

The things that I worried about is next saturday, I will take my official ielts.. Hope I can pass it.. Hhe.. Thanks for my friend (King Kong) to give me support and remind me to thinks optimist, and think u can pass it.. Hhe.. Xp

Air Terjun 2 Warna.. Tiring but so fun.. !!! Hha.. Xp

Hari ne gue ma tmn2 tw ke air terjun 2 warna.. Kta brgkt jam 6 gt.. Ampe sana jam 7 lwt.. Hhe.. Perjlnan menuju ke air terjun bth 3 jam.. Swt.. Melelahkan tpi fun bgt.. Hhe.. Ampe medan kr2 jam 6 gt.. Hhe.. =D

Yg ikut serta ad jimmy, awi, sabrina, adelin, maike, bun ma gue.. Hhe.. Disana kta foto2, maen air, makan2.. Bru pertama kali na dpt pengalaman bgt menarik, seru.. Hha.. Gk pernah terlupakan dehh.. =D

Me..

The waterfall, beautifull.. Isn't it..?? =)

Circle Of Friends.. =D

Ne pas kaki w muncul bentol2, semua pd lietin.. Haha.. XD

Pie, Jimmy, Adelin, Sab, Awi, Maike, Bun.. =]

Bun, Awi, Sabrina, Adelin, Me, Jimmy..